Well, I obviously realized it, because Nicolas convalesced in my own home. I did not want him to go to an institution; I preferred to have him stay with me. At the same time, this gave me an opportunity to be with him when he felt the need. I realized it primarily because of his mood swings and aggressiveness—for example, when he would say he did not want to talk about something or he just wanted to be left alone, and then he would come to see me a half-hour later to talk.
You know, these people are very unstable. It has been almost three years. He was closely followed by a psychologist, but even now, his mood will change suddenly. Just having to look for a set of keys, even though it is not much, can set him off.