Yes, I think back to that. I don't recall having any situations. It was really interesting, and it took a while and I got extremely angry. Personally, I went from being a really good player and improving, doing really well in the best league in the world and playing at the highest level, to going through concussion. It changes you dramatically. It changes your outlook on things. It changes you from within. There are huge fears, cutting through the middle. You have it on the outside that you're okay and so on, but you're never the same. You don't think as quickly. You don't react as quickly.
Now I can go to a quick game of pickup and I can be doing just fine out there, but to play at the highest level, that involves your edge, your quickness, your ability to adjust, your ability to read and react. Going through the concussions erased that in me, and I got really upset and depressed. I was extremely angry. I continued to try to play, but I wasn't the same. I wasn't as sharp. I wasn't close to being as good as I once was. It takes a lot out of your heart too. It's a difficult thing to go through.