I was thinking hard about what I want to leave this committee with.
In our program, as safe supply clinicians, we see the deaths of so many people who cannot access safe supply. We knew them and still care about them. When these people die, Mr. Johns, we identify their bodies. As I said, we call their mothers. We plan their memorials and we don't sleep, because we don't know who is going to be dead in the morning. The next day, we get out of bed. We wipe our tears and go back outside. We put our knees on the dirty pavement and do CPR again and again. We've been doing this for eight years.
I'm sorry. I used to keep a list of the dead on my office wall because I didn't want to forget them, but I ran out of room to put that paper on my office wall. Maybe I ran out of the emotional fortitude to look at it every day. I took it down and put it away because it was too much. However, even that empty space on the wall still says something to me. It tells me about the people we have not been able to save. We cannot forget these people. We cannot forget them in these rhetorical discussions we're seeing, and the misinformation. Those people are dead and we're not getting them back. We have 42,000 dead. We lost 44,000 Canadians in World War II. In less than a year, we're going to lose more Canadians than we did in the entirety of World War II.
This crisis is producing mass death and it's forever traumatizing to those of us who care for them, their families and their communities. The frontline health care workers are working so hard to save every single life we can.
If I can leave this committee with anything, it is this: Rely on the actual scientific evidence and expert evidence brought to you here, not the media, misinformation, anecdotes and stigmatizing discourse.
I want you all to picture that blank space on my office wall and the names I can no longer look at.
Thank you.