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I left my profession altogether with severe post-traumatic stress disorder in 2018, having worked through the first peak of fentanyl poisoning deaths and at the time of Nanaimo's largest homeless encampment, Discontent City.
The devastating psychological impacts of participating in countless failed resuscitation attempts, witnessing discriminatory and stigmatizing treatment of people who use drugs, having sick patients leave before receiving treatment due to fear of criminalization, and not having the necessary resources to care for people in the way I was trained to do nearly killed me. It left me hopeless, thinking that I would never have the capacity to return to this profession that I love so dearly.
Due to the increasingly toxic and unpredictable nature of the unregulated supply, people who use drugs are being injured and are dying at escalating rates in ways that we have never seen before, and, frankly, in ways that Canadian health care workers are not prepared to deal with. This is happening because of decades of bad drug policy that reduces people who use drugs to less than human.
Now, as a teacher, I'm obligated to armour my compassionate young nursing students in preparation for a career that will most likely injure them as well. I will reiterate that this is a public health crisis, not a political opportunity to garner votes during an election cycle. The politicization of this crisis is killing people, and the reactionary implementation of policy is only feeding stigma and contributing to the fearmongering spread of dangerous misinformation.
In the past few months, B.C. has seen a marked decrease in toxic drug deaths, but after this week's decision to recriminalize substance use, it breaks my heart and spirit to know that even more people will die.