Thank you very much, honourable members, for having me.
I am a settler, cisgendered, white heterosexual male. I am a critical care registered nurse with an honours bachelor's degree in kinesiology and a Bachelor of Science in nursing. I am currently working full time on a Master of Science in nursing.
I have been working as a nurse since January 2018. [Technical difficulty—Editor] in cardiac ICU, emergency and, during the main waves of the COVID-19 pandemic, general ICU work in both Saskatchewan and Ontario.
There is a saying among my colleagues: “Health care: destroying my life to save yours.”
I have elected to discuss three themes. These are abuse, balance and value.
First, on the theme of abuse—it happened to me within the last week—I have been sexually, physically and verbally assaulted. I've had various parts of my body groped and fondled. I've been punched and kicked. I've had verbal profanity and threats that I would be followed home and my family hurt. I've had blood splashed in my mouth. I've been spat on and had feces thrown at me. The list goes on. I have been repeatedly assaulted.
This is not an infrequent thing. These patients are completely aware of what they are doing, many times, and it's often much worse for my female colleagues. Like many nurses, I have stopped reporting these incidents. Nothing happens to the assailants. People continue to take advantage. Additionally, I do not have a permanent position. I do not have the benefit of taking paid sick days or personally seeking counselling. However, being constantly assaulted affects my mental health and my family life.
In terms of my mental health, I frequently witness death. That was exacerbated during the COVID waves. I have put many deceased people into body bags to be transported to the morgue. During COVID waves, there was not enough time to mentally process all of the death. I have had limited access to supports, and my mental health has suffered.
For example, I had two patients who were dying at the same time. This was the last time the family members would see their loved ones alive. I was holding up a FaceTime camera to one of them, and I had to tell the family to end the call—again, this was the last time they would see their family member alive—because I had to go and do it with another patient simultaneously. I wanted them to be able to say goodbye one last time. That was one of my very tough days.
In terms of balance, shift work is a very difficult thing to become accustomed to, with rotating days and nights and working 12 hours or more in a shift. I have little time to spend with my family. I have to rest so that I can be at top performance when I next go to work. I am accustomed to top performance. I have represented Canada for rowing internationally. But in this case, if I don't perform every day at work, people die, as we are currently seeing demonstrated in Tennessee, U.S.A. During COVID, I'm working in rooms with the sickest patients 12 to 16 hours continuously, hoping my mask stays sealed and I don't lose that seal, and scared that I will unknowingly contract COVID and bring it home to my family.
I have two degrees. I am working on a third. I have considerable on-the-job training. You would be lucky to be around me if something were to happen and you needed my help. But I do not have access to much assistance, be it financial or scheduling, to pursue my further education. I've had to put pause on many aspects of my career and compromise my work, not really being able to amalgamate the two. It's give up my income to support my family or go to school to try to elevate health care delivery, myself, and the profession to better people's lives. It's very difficult to accommodate both.
On the theme of value as a profession, with regard to representation on decision-making panels or boards, I have not seen very much of it throughout the COVID-19 pandemic. I was being told what to do by people who have never done my job. For example, on the COVID-19 advisory table in Ontario, there are 33 members. There are three leaders and only one RN on the panel, but 22 physicians. Nurses are the ones who are implementing what these advisory boards put forward. I am very confident that there are a lot of smart, well-educated nurses who could have contributed. This tells me that nurses do not matter and we cannot contribute. We have no value in decision-making.
On the theme of fiscal value, I have 13 years of post-secondary education and training. In Ontario, I make $36.53 an hour. In Saskatchewan, I make $6.20 more per hour, and that will go up at the beginning of April. It helps, but I am still underpaid. In Ontario, there's Bill 124, the 1% wage increase. I have been working harder and harder to save people's lives, especially during COVID. I believe I am worth far more than 1%.
As an example, during the COVID waves, we were so short of nurses in the ICU that we had residents, doctors in training, to work underneath us, assisting. They had no prescription rights and could not give medications unless I was right there with them. We were still making our same wage, but the residents were being paid $100 an hour. I felt undervalued.
The same thing was going on in the COVID vaccine clinics. Physicians were making $170 an hour during the day and $215 during the afternoon. We were doing the same job, but I was still making my same wage. I felt undervalued.
This job is taking my family time, deteriorating my mental health through abuse—physical, emotional and financial—and making me feel devalued. I am constantly wondering why I choose to continue to do this work, even though I believe I do good work.
That is what I have to say. Thank you.