You're saying, first of all, if you had been mandated to go.... The other question is that sometimes in my own community, when somebody is diagnosed as needing therapy, finding a therapist, being able to afford the therapist, and all that kind of thing, becomes an issue as well.
Miranda, in terms of your situation, I am wondering how important it is to you now to be somewhat rooted in your story, your culture, your history, your people. Is that an important issue for you?