So you do not have any support.
Would it be accurate to say that you have no support and you have to do everything without equipment, preparation, simulation, human resources, supplies or funding? In other words, everything falls on your shoulders.
You mentioned mental health, but there is something else that worries me. I would imagine that you put your own lives at risk since you do not have adequate preparation or equipment. I do not know if it is possible to remain completely calm when trying to help the members of your own community that you live with every day.
Do these government failings put your lives at risk?