To follow up on this point, I was on the lithium trial. This was based on a study in Italy. Unfortunately, I think it had a lot of holes in it.
I think everybody is desperate to grab on to something hopeful. I began the study around February 2008. They stopped it in September after six months, and then it took me six months to find out whether I was on the lithium or the placebo. In the end they found that people who had been on the lithium had trended a little more downward. That put so much fear into me. You put your life in the way of...you don't know.
I'm sorry, I need a drink.