I realize that. I know. But by tripling, I've had no time. I'm a single mother. I have to do what I have to do.
But I do participate in my chamber of commerce. I do participate in the BIA. I try to be aware of those things first. Yes, I should be aware—I totally agree—but I'm telling you I'm oblivious, and there's no shame in that.
The other thing is that—