I think I knew something was wrong, but as it was mentioned by others, there's so much dialogue as a teen in school and with your friends about appearances and looks that it seemed like we were kind of all obsessed a little bit with our bodies. I did ballet also, not that it's not a great activity, but in my case it probably didn't help. You had to fit and look a certain way.
I think that I knew there was a problem, but I didn't quite know what it was. I just knew that I was always in a place of in-between, of never really being happy with the way I looked. If I would lose weight, then some people would say that I looked too thin, and then if I was a more normal weight, then I would be told, “Well, you have such a pretty face, you should really lose 10 pounds”.