I just didn't want to deal with it until I have to. Obviously this is a public record and it will be streamed, and I have a thicker skin and a better system....my support animal is here with me. I've a better way of handling it this go-around than I did in 2016, but I just didn't want—how do I put this?—people who are already the naysayers and the people who aren't necessarily the biggest fans of me to tune in and just try to find another reason to troll me.
I'd rather that if people happen upon this and listen to my testimony—they don't have to agree with me—they are looking for it because they are interested in it. They are not looking for it to poke holes or to try to tear me down like they did in 2016.