It's more as I got older in the military. I looked back on the service and what it cost me. I became resentful of the fact that there were special duty areas. I was diagnosed with skin cancer, and VAC has accepted that I had skin cancer. It granted my application. Because I was in a special duty area, it did not agree with the rest, but since it accepted my initial application, I'm fine. I will accept that.
However, for me, I'm very conscious of it, especially in the last 10 years.