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My name is Kristina, or Tina, Sharp. I joined the Canadian Armed Forces reserves in 1994 as an MSE operator, a truck driver, a trade I served in for four years. Then I became a medical assistant for the last four years of my career. While I served as a medic, I discovered that I had a passion for caring for the ill and injured and channelled that into a civilian career in social services.
I released from the military in 2002. I didn't realize it at the time, but my release was heavily based on the multiple sexual assaults I had experienced during my service. Over a decade later, I came to understand that I needed help in dealing with my non-physical injuries that were caused by military sexual trauma. I was eventually diagnosed with agoraphobia and post-traumatic stress disorder from my military sexual trauma.
I live with PTSD and agoraphobia because of military sexual trauma. Because of that, my world became smaller and smaller over the years. I felt less and less safe. I had talked with my therapist about the possibility of getting a service dog, but finding the right organization was key. Not all service dog providers have high-quality service dogs. They do not support the ill and injured veteran. The costs to obtain a service dog can also be very high.
Then one day I met Dwayne Sawyer, the president of the CVSDU, and his dog Nala. He encouraged me to apply for a service dog, which I did. Before I met Stoker, before he became part of my life and I became part of the dog unit, I rarely went out in public. I had moved to Carleton Place from downtown Toronto but had never really gone out to explore my neighbourhood. Meeting Stoker and being paired with him and training with him and becoming a member of the Canadian Veteran Service Dog Unit has significantly changed my life in a positive way.
Stoker owned a piece of my heart from the moment we met. While walking with him in the training area, my anxiety started to slip away. I was able to be in the present. This was something I hadn't experienced in a new place, around new people, in years. There is something that is significant and healing in the animal-human bond.
Let me describe to you some of the positive effects Stoker has had on my health, my well-being and my sense of peace and security.
The first night Stoker was with me, I slept through the night. It was the first time in ages that I'd done that. He responds when I am having a nightmare, and gently wakes me up with deep pressure. On days when I am anxious, he picks up on my anxiety before I do. He works to distract me, bringing me back to the moment and calming me down. Stoker gives me purpose, something to wake up to, and gives my day a healthier routine. Simple things like grooming Stoker, preparing his meals, baking treats and making sure we both get well exercised has helped me to heal and has contributed to my overall wellness. My world has become bigger, healthier and happier because of Stoker and my place in the CVSDU community.
I am not speaking for just myself today. I am speaking for a community of injured veterans and their families whose lives have been made better by the presence of a service dog in their household. This past winter, shortly after I joined the unit, another injured veteran was paired with his trained dog. They will tell you the same story as mine—a story of stabilizing with a service dog, finding a healthy routine, and healing.
The reason I bring up my colleague's experience is that I want to share with you what happened in his family and household because of his service dog. His spouse told us that the presence of the service dog changed their quality of life and saved their marriage. She literally said, “I used to be his service dog.” His spouse also told us that the service dog has helped heal the relationships between the member and his children, because together they share in the care, play and joy of having a service dog.
Based on our experience, we have coined the phrase, “Our service dogs save lives, and they save families.” We have seen this over and over again. It's not just about the service dog; it's also about the community of injured veterans who care for and support one another within the CVSDU. I've felt supported by both the dog trainers and the other members of the unit.
My dog's trainer is Judy. As a survivor of military sexual trauma, I will tell you that communication and consent are an important part of my healing journey. Judy always checks in to make sure I am in a good place. We always have backup plans if my mental or physical injuries are acting up. With the support of Judy, her husband Ken, and people like Dwayne, Shelley, and other members of the dog unit, I am in a much better place than I was in a year and a half ago. I am feeling much stronger. Because of that, I am starting a process of reconciliation with family members from whom I have been alienated for a long time.
The CVSDU has given me so much life and hope back. I am excited to be a member of this incredibly unique community and connect with peers in a safe, supportive environment.
One other thing that makes the CVSDU special is that we are the only veteran-run charity in Canada that provides trained service dogs free of charge to injured veterans. Other charities provide service dogs to veterans, but their program delivery and trainers are not accountable to veterans. There are some organizations that take advantage of veterans and provide poorly trained dogs or ask the veterans to pay for dogs. The cost of a service dog commercially is anywhere from $40,000 to $50,000.
My journey to a service dog started six years ago. This was not the first organization I applied to. I had experienced large trauma from other organizations that had far less integrity than the CVSDU has offered me from the very moment that I met them.
The CVSDU receives no support from any level of government. We have applied for funding from VAC and tried to engage with the minister through letters. We've been told that there's no clinical evidence that dogs help survivors of PTSD heal. I am here to tell you that service dogs save lives and they save families.
The CVSDU is a special community with an important mission. If any Canadian veteran diagnosed with PTSD wants and needs a service dog, then they should be able to come to our charity, or one like ours. They should be treated with dignity and respect and be provided with a dog and an opportunity to be part of such an amazing, caring community free of charge.
Eventually we want to be able to do that across the country by ourselves or with our partners. We want to eventually become a legacy like The War Amps, CNIB, the Canadian paraplegic organization and other charities that came into being to help injured veterans. We want to become a charity that military members and veterans know will be there for them when they serve their country and are injured because of that service. We are not doing this just for ourselves; we're doing this for the next generation of injured military members. We are veterans helping veterans.
On behalf of all of our members, we want to thank you for this opportunity today.