You're correct. You have not decided. But you have expressed that, notwithstanding, it would appear.... You're now waiting to hear from members of the committee to help you make a final determination.
What I am saying is that in my view this amendment is out of order. It is more out of order than amendments we've seen in the past that have been ruled out of order by the chair. However, given that there is a slight tenuous justification and link with the previous amendments and the bill itself, I would be prepared...if I hear members of the committee recognize that the link used as the justification for this being ruled in order is weaker than the links provided for other amendments on other bills.