Personally, I don't have the anger. I think I'm just more sensitive to things that are going on around me in certain areas.
I'm a big, burly guy who's kind of a teddy bear inside, and that has gone even further down the road. I'm able to talk to people in regular life; they don't know what I'm carrying around. They don't know about my bag of tricks that's over my shoulder. To deal with that, just to go out to play hockey, etc., nobody knows, and it's nice to not have to deal with it. In one sense, it's a kind of escapism, and in the other sense, I'm just very well aware, especially with regard to children, in terms of what went I through, of what could happen out there. Carrying that with me all the time is sometimes tough.