Thank you very much for having me here today.
To start, I'm going to tell you a little about myself, so you can fully understand how Shaping Purpose would fit into the Canadian Forces and VAC transition.
I was an engineering officer in the Canadian Forces. I was in for 12 years total. When I was in Afghanistan, in 2008, I had a car bomb explode in front of my vehicle. When that happened, I ended up with a concussion which, at the time, I didn't think was very severe. Over the next months and years, I came to find out that I had actually ended up with a seizure disorder from it. Basically, what would happen is I would pretty much black out, as if somebody turned off the lights, and there would be very little, if any, warning.
When I was finally diagnosed, in 2010, I was talking to my neurologist, and he said I should be able to stay in the Canadian Forces. As long as I was medicated and the seizures weren't an issue, it shouldn't be an issue with the universality of service. So, I continued on. My chain of command was perfectly okay with that.
They put me on career courses. I was at a staff course, in Kingston. Basically, I was supposed to be getting promoted that year. I ended up being notified, while I was there, that I was actually being released from the Canadian Forces. That didn't even come from my chain of command, because there was an issue with some paperwork that was lost along the way, so my chain of command was actually blindsided by that as well.
I'm not saying that in order to bring up anything malignant against anyone in the Canadian Forces. It's just a fact that happens. There is a lot of paperwork, and sometimes it goes missing.
The manner in which it was delivered was probably the most traumatic part for me, because I was, in my opinion, moving forward with my career, and the injury wasn't an issue. But when I was notified, it completely blindsided me. It was basically like a bigger explosion than that car bomb went off in my life, and it took everything from me. It took away my career, which I'd had for about 10 or 11 years at that point. It took away my confidence. It took away, basically, everything that I thought I was at that point in time. In doing so, it also isolated me from my peers, because I didn't want to be seen as that broken soldier.
That was really hard on me, and it caused me to spiral into a full-out clinical depression. My life was not very good.
I was seeing the deputy base surgeon, instead of seeing a psychologist, just because it was a better fit for me. He was the one who actually told me I was clinically depressed. I could go a lot further into that, but I'm going to move forward in the interest of bringing up Shaping Purpose.
If you fast-forward.... Basically, I got that release message in January 2012. I was actually released in June 2013. I wasn't offered a three-year retention period, because the manning levels in my trade were basically at maximum capacity, so there was no desire to retain me for anything longer than six months.
At that point in time, in June 2013, I started seeing a counsellor at the OSI clinic. I saw them for a good nine months, in addition to the time with the deputy base surgeon.
I had been making gains in trying to put my life back together, but I just couldn't manage it. It got to the point where, when I was seeing the psychologist at the OSI clinic, I was rehashing the same things, and I was coming out almost more depressed than when I went in, at times, because I was still sitting in that depressive hole.
April 2014 is when Shaping Purpose came into my life, through a family friend, who suggested that I check it out. They were at my house, discussing it with my wife and telling her about it. I said, “You have no idea what this would do for military guys.” I explained my whole situation, and they said, “Why don't you come and try it out, and see if it can actually help you out at all.”
So, I went to the session—it's a four-day session—and on the very first day the facilitator said, “You're going to use your inner compass to find your gifts, passions, and values. That will help you plan your life forward.”
I was sitting there thinking, “I have no inner compass. That's why I'm here.”
I thought I was going to fail at that also, but by the second day of the course I was able to realize that I did have an inner compass and I was able to start realizing what my gifts, passions, and values were, by going through an activity binder that's individualized for each person. You all fill it out, but it's done in a group setting of 21 people. Through group conversation and small group discussion, and being facilitated, you start to gain a lot of valuable insight from each other and you get valuable feedback from the other veterans who are there.
By the end of the four days, they take you through a couple of other external factors that can influence your life as you go forward, such as geographical considerations, where you live; financial considerations; social considerations; as well as employment.
Later on, and I'm sorry I'm jumping ahead, we ran one for the Canadian Forces and we actually brought in a Canadian Forces transition adviser who gave a full brief on all the services that are out there through the Canadian Forces that they can access through VAC.
Going back to my situation, I came out of there with a life plan, which was the culmination of the four days. It's basically a set of smart goals, with which I'm sure you are very familiar. It maps your way forward. It uses your gifts, passions, and values and allows you to plan your way forward, because what you are basically coming away with is the idea of what your ideal life would be by allowing you to distinguish situations or opportunities that would provide you with fulfilling activities. Then by doing so, it can allow you to start moving forward in your life.
For me it was very successful. I did the course in July 2014. By September 2014 I told my psychologist I wanted to stop going to see her because I felt I was moving forward in my life. They supported it. At that point in time I went to the founder of Shaping Purpose and suggested that they seek to work with serving members as well as veterans. They were very supportive of that, and they wanted to move forward, so at that point we began engaging with the Canadian Forces transition adviser, Major Jo-Anne Flawn-LaForge, and she helped us to get approval from the director of casualty support management to run five pilot sessions for the Canadian Forces and veterans.
Once we were able to obtain approval for that, we recruited for about four days and we had 85 applicants, but we could only take 21 applicants. We ran that session. The reason that we ran it was in order to basically conduct a research study to show that the program works and is needed for veterans who are transitioning out, because the life plan actually provides a bridge between the Canadian Forces and when they go to VAC. The idea behind that is, if veterans or Canadian Forces members are being released and don't know what they are going to be afterwards.... The whole focus up to this point has been to get people jobs, to get people employment, and get them out of the system, but unless those leaving the Forces find meaningful employment, they are going to stay in the system and they won't be able to move forward. They need meaningful employment. They need something that will bring them from the black hole they are in and help them move forward, whatever the case would be.
In keeping with that, we took measurements using validated psychological measurements—so two survey tools—and we actually did the surveys before and after the session. We did follow-up with the soldiers as well in order to gain the metrics to provide some data to Veterans Affairs and DND. Since that point in time, we've been trying to raise the remaining funds to run the next four sessions. We've almost secured enough funds to run the remaining sessions. That has been done through corporate sponsorship as well as through the New Brunswick Health Research Foundation.
The reason I think Shaping Purpose is so valid is because 27% of the 5,000 regular force members who release every single year report a difficult transition, and I believe a major part in that is that they don't know what they want to move forward to in their lives.
Thank you.