Thank you.
As you know, Mr. Brassard, I usually come here and advocate for policy change and on behalf of other veterans. It is very difficult for me as a veteran to speak personally about what I go through. I can't tell you all, members of the committee, how difficult it is to see the effects of my [Technical difficulty—Editor] PTSD has on my family.
I'll try to keep it together here, but I can tell you that when they cut off that care, it was devastating. The timing of it, of course, was the immediate link, but as we progressed I discovered that my case manager didn't keep any case management notes as to why she cut off that care. I found that assistant deputy ministers were intruding and preventing all opportunities, including appointments of inquiries resolution officers, to try to find an answer as to how to get that care back.
For me personally and my family, they've watched me spiral out of what was really.... I had advanced so far in my rehabilitation plan up until that day, and then they saw me attend hospital appointments, go to emergency wards once a month at least, and I can tell you, every single appointment, whether it was for mental health care, massage or physiotherapy, was preoccupied with addressing the negative effects of VAC going after my family.
Veterans have very little self-esteem when they come out with PTSD. They have such a low sense of having accomplished anything. Their families are the one solid backbone for them, as we've heard from all testimony today. When that family is attacked, and we're not talking about just not supported, but when the care of a six-year-old boy, our son, was attacked at that time, it was something I'm still recovering from.