Thank you very much.
For me, the frustrating part about being here today is that I have solutions. I am completely confident that if I had a magic wand and could implement what I need to implement, we could drastically reduce veteran suicide. We could cut it in half today. I have the knowledge. What I don't have is the authority. You have the authority, here in this room today. All you have to do is listen with an open mind and an open heart. I'll do my best to make a case for this.
My name is Mark Meincke. I first reached out to VAC, Veterans Affairs Canada—I'm sorry for the acronyms—for help in 2017. I suffered for 23 years without help or diagnosis. In 2019, I started my trauma recovery podcast in an attempt to help as many veterans and first responders as possible. My mission was really simple: Save lives and relieve pain by making help for PTS injuries easily accessible. I would hope that VAC has the exact same mission.
Being in the system had me quickly realizing that there must be a better way to recover from a PTS injury. I'm now in my seventh year of researching healing modalities from around the world. My show is listened to in 98 countries. I've been working to find out what works and what doesn't. The good news is that I have found numerous healing modalities with significant efficacy. The bad news is that none of the most effective therapies are available directly through Veterans Affairs Canada.
My podcast showcases a comprehensive list of healing modalities. As far as I know, there's no similar list that can be found on the VAC website. I invite Veterans Affairs Canada to share my show on their site, use it for reference or simply call me: Pick up the phone. Let me help them to be aware of the effective resources that are available right now.
Numerous Conservative members of Parliament have joined me on my show to discuss veterans issues, and some of them even consult me on these issues. Unfortunately, I have not yet had a response from the numerous invitations that I've put out to other members of other parties, which is odd, because I'm not partisan. I don't care what party anybody is with. My door remains open to members of Parliament from all parties. If they would like my help in reforming Veterans Affairs, just ask. I'm here. I only care about helping the veteran community. That's all.
A PTSI, a post-traumatic stress injury, is not a weakness, nor is it a choice, and nobody is immune to being injured by it. Whether the injury is a PTSI, traumatic brain injury, CTE or concussion, make it simple: It's brain damage. That's the bottom line. It's all brain damage. The symptoms of any of these injuries are nearly identical, which is a problem for diagnosis, because the symptoms are just about the same in all of them, including mefloquine poisoning, and can be completely debilitating.
I lost my first marriage. My business collapsed. I went bankrupt and my house was foreclosed on, all because of undiagnosed and untreated post-traumatic stress injury. Living with intrusive, relentless suicidal thoughts is exhausting, and being jolted out of my sleep by hyperintense nightmares two to three times a night, devastating. The help offered by Veterans Affairs did not improve my condition. Instead, it made it so much worse.
When the thoughts of suicide became more dominating, I told my OSI-assigned therapist—that's the operational stress injury clinic and that's what we're provided—that I was concerned. I was worried that I was getting closer to the proverbial cliff, and I was concerned that it wouldn't take much for me to be pushed off that cliff. I told her. I told her that I had a plan and that if I were to end my life, it would be by opening my wrists—nice way to go. Her advice to me was to hide the knife that I imagined I would use and that if I hadn't done it yet, I probably wouldn't.
This is an example of sanctuary trauma. The one person I was turning to for help, the person I was vulnerable with, the person I had the courage to tell where I was at and what was happening to me, that one person did not catch me when I was falling. She failed the trust test, and I never returned to that clinic.
Three months after that conversation, I attempted suicide, and it was nothing short of a miracle that I survived it.
After feeling betrayed by the OSI clinic, I took responsibility for my own healing. As a result, I've made a great deal of progress, I'm glad to say. Both the American Veterans Affairs and the Canadian OSI clinics—and this is something you probably don't know, so please write this down—claim that their success rate is 12% to 16%, and this is published by the American VA. To be clear, this means that only 16% of Canadian veterans who seek help through Veterans Affairs actually get it, which means that 84% to 88% of veterans who are seeking help do not receive it.
Now, here's a very short list that hopefully you'll ask me questions about. Stellate ganglion block is very tough to access, but it is legal in Canada. That's huge. Psychedelics have been talked about in this room. There are both legal and illegal psychedelics. The legal ones are ketamine—it's a great place to start—and ibogaine, which is now legal in Texas and is starting to spread across the States; it's a game-changer. Please ask me about these modalities and more.
Thank you, Chair.