Good morning. My sincere thanks to the members of the Standing Committee on Veterans Affairs for inviting me to speak today.
Suicide prevention is at the crux of what The Veteran Hunters was designed to do. In order to tell the story of The Veteran Hunters, I must first take you on my mental health journey.
I'm a graduate of the Royal Military College and served as an infantry officer with the Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry from 1991 to 2001 and then again from 2007 to 2013. I have deployed three times overseas, to Bosnia, Kosovo and Russia.
My post-traumatic stress injury from my Kosovo tour in 1999 was diagnosed in 2001 by a Canadian Armed Forces medical officer as part of my voluntary release process, but it was kept hidden from me for 15 years, as this portion of my medical records was redacted.
It was also while awaiting my voluntary release that I contemplated suicide. I continued to feel alone, unappreciated for my 10 years of service and multiple deployments, my skill set underutilized. I was disconnected, abandoned and betrayed by my fellow officers and the chain of command. I barely received a mention at morning coffee on my last day of service in 2001.
Over the next five years, while trying to work as a civilian and as a reservist, I was passionately frustrated and continued to feel alone, abandoned and betrayed by my co-workers. In those five years, I worked for five different oil and gas companies.
An unfortunate side effect from my going untreated for 11 years is that my three children all have generational trauma.
Thankfully, God had other plans for me. In 2007, I returned to full-time service with the Canadian Army and served again in various roles until my voluntary release in 2013.
I entered treatment for my post-traumatic stress injury in 2012, but it was not until 2016 that my medical records were unredacted and I was given a retroactive medical release. From 2012 to 2018, I proceeded to complete six years of treatment and a Master of Science degree, and was eventually placed on DEC because of the severity of my PTSI.
While in treatment, I did not have another veteran to walk with me through my journey. I had my wife, my parents, my church, my psychologist, but no veteran whom I could call my brother. I sought solace in nature and began to hunt again, taking up bow hunting, as I found it reinforced the grounding and mindfulness techniques I was learning at the OSI clinic. Being outdoors and hunting helped me immensely, as I began to use the same skills I had learned to hunt another human, but now I was hunting a far superior animal, elk.
I once again felt that I had purpose and meaning. It didn't matter whether I harvested an animal; it was all about the experience outdoors. The scientific term for what I was feeling is urgent biophilia, the innate instinct for humans to seek out nature in times of crisis.
It was upon being placed on DEC in 2018 and at the suggestion of the OSI clinicians that I volunteer my time that my wife Patricia and I decided to start The Veteran Hunters to help other veterans through their mental health journey. The name The Veteran Hunters has a dual meaning, as we are actively hunting for veterans, to connect them with their brothers and sisters.
The Veteran Hunters Canada Limited is a non-profit, all-volunteer organization comprised of hosts who are retired Canadian Armed Forces veterans and first responders, who themselves have gone through their own mental health journeys. Our goal is to serve our fellow veterans, military members, first responders and spouses by providing peer support and therapy and building community through hunting and fishing. We are the only organization of our kind in Canada, not only for the means of therapy we use, but also for the fact that all of our participants are led by a peer—either a veteran or a first responder who has experienced similar trauma and has been on the same mental health journey.
Since 2019 we have put over 435 participants in the field, with volunteers today in seven provinces, as well as a ladies-specific program that includes spouses. We receive no government funding for our four outdoor programs, nor for our 12-week, faith-based reboot trauma recovery program for veterans, first responders and their families.
We are also resourced with chaplains who are church pastors and support us and our members as they need to. Our chaplains are better resourced and more responsive to the needs of veterans than VAC. Additionally, we assist veterans in navigating Veterans Affairs, ensuring they have awareness of the benefits available to them and encouraging them to persevere through the process.
Unfortunately, I am expertly skilled to assist veterans in finding their way through Veterans Affairs. I spent an initial six years in treatment while simultaneously completing a Master of Science as part of my rehabilitation and retraining program. I have attended three hearings for physical injuries and endured 15 years before being treated for my post-traumatic stress. I have undergone an extensive, multi-year DND administrative review and ministerial for a change of release from the Canadian Armed Forces to a medical release. Most recently, I've had five years of trying to get my DEC pay rates corrected, as I was being underpaid. This required ministerial intervention and resulted in two more years of additional therapy.
How many Canadians do you know who could endure this much, especially when it takes, on average, eight years before a veteran is ready to acknowledge that they need help? Without a community supporting them, no one could. Building community, as we at The Veteran Hunters are, is one solution to suicide prevention in veterans and first responders.
In Matthew 22:37-39, Jesus said:
“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.” This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: “You shall love your neighbour as yourself.”
Our focus is clear: Follow the commandment set forth in these verses and build community by loving our brothers and sisters. When we build community, veterans and first responders feel loved, appreciated and cared for. They have purpose and meaning again, and they will not feel the loneliness and be plagued by evil thoughts to commit suicide.
Sebastian Junger, war correspondent and author of Tribe, remarked in “Why veterans miss war” that Afghanistan veterans didn't miss combat; they missed being part of something bigger. It's knowing you matter and mattering to the brothers around you.
That's what we provide at The Veteran Hunters. We connect, empower and love.
If you are serious about suicide prevention, you need to immediately change the culture in VAC. It's a culture that, over the last few years, has far too often promoted MAID to veterans who are simply asking for help. In September of this year, someone associated with our organization was offered MAID by their case manager. This is unacceptable.
Additionally, rapid advancement of claim processing using AI needs to be implemented. Lastly, VAC needs to provide more support to veterans food banks and the services they offer.
In closing, the willingness with which our young people are likely to serve in any war, no matter how justified, is directly proportional to how they perceive that the veterans of earlier wars were treated and appreciated by their nation.
Thank you.