I believe I've tried to explain why my spontaneity also included 8:30 in the morning until 3 or 4 in the afternoon. It came down to a lack of respect for the document itself and a lack of understanding of my actions. It's quite evident that I sent an e-mail the day before saying, “I will send you a copy.” I was not aware of that e-mail; however, it seems to me that my lack of respect for the document began the day before. It was simply not premeditation. It was not an intent to deceive the committee or forward the document itself. It was a lack of respect for the confidentiality of the document itself.
