No, I just didn't want to do it anymore. It's really hard to walk away from it, especially when you've been in it for as long as I was. Everybody thinks you're going to go back. I have a lot of friends who are still involved in organized crime. I still talk to them on a regular basis, but they know where I'm at. One of them said, “Wow, it's pretty weird you're going there. Like, aren't you worried? Aren't you scared?” No.
But as to how I got out, I didn't want it anymore.