That component is incredibly difficult. I've never spoken about it to anybody, and I never will. That's going to go to my grave. Having somebody who is, for lack of a better term, bonded.... If it's possible, having an avenue to talk about some of the difficulties in that case without violating the statutes of the Criminal Code with respect to deliberation and the like may be incredibly helpful. The stress and ill health that some jurors have felt has come from.... Imagine going through an 18-month trial and being deadlocked and not being able to deliver a verdict and the case concluding there. The cries from victims' families in the courtroom, the outrage, the enormous guilt the individual feels.... It's the facts that were not able to deliver a verdict; it's not the jurors who weren't able to do it. It's the facts in the case that weren't sufficient to deliver a verdict. That's the issue, but it doesn't matter because the individual feels that, and they carry that guilt and that sense of shame with them for the rest of their lives. Again, they can't talk about it.
