It's because we're a private company. Some people tell me, “I'd love to give you money, but you have a private company. You're going to put it away in your pockets.” Sometimes, I even get that from veterans. There's jealousy. They say, “You have a private company.” Yet they see the benefits. Quite often, they're the ones who benefit. Unfortunately, we're excluded because we're a private company.
When I bought the company in 2019, just before the pandemic, I was leaving the Canadian Armed Forces at the same time. I bought it in July, and I left the forces in September. You know, when we leave the forces, we just want to get our heads above water. When it came time to do my tax return, I had to pay back $35,000 to Manulife, the financial institution that pays us our benefits after we leave, because I was told I wasn't part of the program. I still haven't received that money, and I still have to fight over that with Veterans Affairs Canada. When you leave the forces with post-traumatic stress disorder, you shouldn't have to apply to access the additional 15% of your salary. It should be automatic.
The first year, then, I was short of 15% of my salary, and I still haven't received that money. It's still under discussion. I paid back $35,000 to Manulife, and Veterans Affairs Canada still hasn't reimbursed me for that money, because I wasn't part of the program.
In fact, I'm not the only entrepreneur who has experienced that. That's something else that should be noted. When we leave the forces, we're told that there's no problem and that if we run out of money, Veterans Affairs Canada will reimburse us, but that isn't what happens.
In our case, we were told that we weren't members of the program. It should be automatic. We fill out so much paperwork, and we're so exhausted. We just want to get through this. For me, it was either the business or suicide, and I'm not the only one in that situation. There are many people trying to find something to continue serving their country and keep their heads above water.
They impose tons of paperwork on us even though they know we suffer from post-traumatic stress and they know the injuries we have. Put the paperwork aside. We're entitled to 15% of our salary and certain other things.
When I do something, I have to pay for it out of my own salary.