I actually thank you for mentioning that, because a lot of people don't understand that for a family, when such a horrific crime occurs, it's their first exposure to the courts. This is not something we do every day. This is new to us. You're only as good as the person sitting next to you, who might be able to help guide you through this.
When we went to that court appearance, I would have been in my teens. I'm 51, so I was 19 when I sat in court and watched the judge say, “Guilty, no parole, convicted. Guilty, life in prison.” So first of all, as Canadians, my family sat there thinking that they were putting him away forever and that nobody else would ever, ever, ever have to be a victim of this. That was the first time we believed that he was going away forever. The judge said that he was going away forever. The police and everybody told us he would be going away forever.
Fifteen years, which may seem a lot to some, goes by really fast. When that first phone call came, it was such a shock. We kept saying, “No, no, no, you're wrong”, because we were told he was going away for life. What boggles my mind is that in all the years I've been doing this, when I tell this story, the people of this country, Canadian citizens, do not know what the reality is, which is that when the section 745 hearings existed, nobody knew. We didn't know.
I remember reading an article about Clifford Olson's section 745 hearing. Not a word of a lie, but a month later I remember thinking to myself, “Thank God that doesn't apply to us.” A month later, we got the phone call. I said, “No, that's not what the court said.” The betrayal was unbelievable, because you can't go back and say, “That's not what you said.”