You say in your statement that you were at the Royal Canadian Military Institute and made a speech, that the CBC was there, and that you addressed the public, but that you did not think that you were being filmed. I must admit that I find it hard to believe that you knew the CBC was there, but you could not imagine that your speech would be filmed.
You also say in your statement that you made comments that would not normally be shared with the public. Yet, the CBC filmed it. So I do not understand. This is irrational thinking on the part of someone described as intelligent, rational and very responsible. I just don't understand.